going to Taiwan

I was mad at my boyfriend yesterday. It was pretty silly that he force me to stay in Thailand, he said that this week he’ll bring me to the beach but I told him I have to visit my Grandma in Taiwan. I felt kinda bad that I can not go with him, he said he want to go with me then but I don’t think so because if he goes with me he will miss the final exam on Monday, he said he’ll make it up later but I feel like to make it up later is not a good things to do so he hang up because he felt sad and that was not a good thing to do with me, I don’t like that very much so I decided not to pick up the phone whenever he calls for a week to let him know that he can not hang up just because he feel sad about what I do!

So this morning when my mom woke me up she said that sheis so surprise that my eyes look like panda’s eyes. Ha ha guest what! I have actually cried all night. The situation is silly and I too being pretty silly!!

I came to my dad’s work to help him finished up some of his work and then I just put all the journals that I haven’t post on the website on the blog before ten o’clock because we have to leave Korat <> at that time.

I can’t wait to see my brother in law that lives with my Grandma; He’s pretty interesting and the coolest guy. I mean he’s good looking. He’s smart and he is so nice to me. I think the only thing that will make me happy there is being with him… ha ha. My mom tell me all the time not to stick with him all day because he will have to take care of me and can not help my Grandma with the bakery shop.

My grandma open a Bakery shop in downtown, the family usually sleep over there but she has a house which is going to be my house in someday in the far country-side which is a very pretty house located on one side of the mountain. This time if I get a chance to go I will take a photo to show you guys but usually I have to stay at the shop to help my grandma and cannot go anywhere further than 300meter from the shop T-T

I can tell that this IS NOT FUN any more to go to Taiwan is to go to work and that is very very sad for me. But at least I get to see my brother thou!!! I miss him very much. Actually when I stay there usually whenever I have chance to go out with him we’ll just act like we are boyfriend girlfriend ha ha it’s fun to hang out with a good looking guy, although he never think of me like that but still he really takes good care of me. =^^=

Coming home!

I have been sitting in a bus for three hours to come back home. It is the best way to come back home because it is the fastest. In the bus I saw people talking, eating or doing whatever that would make them not to feel bored. And I was so enjoyable looking at them, Some of them sleep in a very funny way and some talk in a weird accent that sometime I think it’s funny because of the word’s meaning in normal language is different.

When I arrived, my dad was waiting at his company to pick me up; his company is close to the bus station. I was so hungry at that time but had to wait for my dad’s meeting. He took me home then went out again left me with my mom so we had to eat dinner at home, which Ididn’t feel like it!

After dinner my mom asked me whether I want to see Korean series or not because she got it from her friend at work, I said yes then we watched it together. It was fun and interesting. After finished the first part, we stopped watching and did a little chat. I have not seen mom for a long time, eventhough I talk to he a lot on the phone, I still have a lot of thing to tell her. We talked and laughted and talked …well just did what mother and daughter usually do.

I told her about my friends at school, the thing that is going on with me, and a lot of other things. Actually what I told her is not the important thing but she listened to me just like it is. This is why I love my mom so much. She is the person who understands me the most.

When I was at the beginning of teenager I hardly recall the time when my mom and I having a big agrument. We never push each other to say anything bad, we just let thing calm down and find a good out come. That is why I love my mom so much, she doesn’t try to make me feel like she smater than me but she makes me understand and learn things all by myself along with her suggestions.

After watching a series, we went to bed, I dicided to sleep in my mom room because it’s warmer and more comfortable than my room. =^^= My mom said that I acted as if I’m a little kid. But I don’t care I just miss her so much and want to hug her all night!!

Ei ei…

This morning I had to wake up very early we have a flight around 14 hour, which will fly us all to Taiwan for a Chinese new year. I have to prepare because I have to stay with my grandmather most of the time when my mom goes shopping at the square!

Oh, I’m getting in a trouble now!!

Cookie

Well, actually today I have nothing on mind to write so I’m going to tell you about my Rabbit then. My rabbit as I mention before, her name is cookie; she is the most adorable and the prettiest rabbit in the world! She is a Mini Lop rabbit, which makes her really a special rabbit. Her ears are not go up in the air, she puts her ears aside her cheek, which makes her look really cute. I got her from an online shop at Rabbit Thailand website. At first I thought I’m not gonna make it more than a week but now it’s two week already!

Like I’ve mentioned before I use to have some Rabbit and they all died because of the flu, that make me feel really sad and not ready yet to have another one. But it has changed since I met Cookie. The reason I bought her because she looks so healthy and lively. I mean she really is a strong rabbit so I just wanted to try again and I guest after this, if she dies then I will give up having a rabbit forever. But then she has proved to me that SHE IS a good rabbit and a healthy one!!

She’s going to be a four-month rabbit next week, I’m so glad that she is doing pretty good all the time, this week is an important week because she has just begun to eat something that is not Rabbit dried food and dried alfalfa grass. I began with carrot on Monday and Tuesday then basil leave on Thursday then banana today. It looks like she enjoys the food so much and has a lot of fun teasing me when she is out of the cage. She is my friend, and a part of my family now!!

Cookie spends most of the time eating and running all over the place, she loves to look pretty all the time too. Well whenever I’m about to take the picture of her she will just act like a model, she will stay still and make a eye contact to the camera. At the first time I was so surprise!!

I gave her name “cookie” because her color makes me think of a new baked cookie, the hair on her ear is as brown as almond and most of her hair along the way is a light golden brown. She seem to love this name thou! She will come to me whenever I call her like this. I can say she is the cutest one!

She never makes the mess in my room accept when I put newspaper on the floor then that will be sad!

Cookie loves carrot, I can tell that from the time whenever I open the freight she will come close to me and lick my hand like she begs for some carrot and when I get her a piece of carrot then she will just jump around the room with carrot in her mouth. Ha ha I think it is pretty funny!

Our King

Yesterday, I have just read an article which is very beautiful and so powerful that could make me almost cry. The article is surely about the King of Thailand and was sent to my e-mail by someone that I don’t know, may be they found my e-mail address on the web site.

I refused to open it at first because I thought it could be a spam, but it says, Have you ever known that the king cries everyday?, so I clicked in and read this, all Thais get used to be the receivers for many years, we get whatever we need from someone that always be the giver for all his life. And we get used to it until we seem to forget what we should give back for him.

We wear a yellow shirt, wristbands; thousands of people were waiting outside AnanTha Samakhom palace just to see the King’s face for a few second, while the whole world seem to lose believe in the monarchy. We as a very very small country have shown them that we still have faith in him, in our king! And the King is the most beloved for all Thais.

Almost twelve year past by that the king has been suffer from heart disease… We still remember the picture of him one of his hands hold on to his chest, another hand holding a Bangkok map because Bangkok area were affected by flood. About thirty-four years ago 16 October 1973, the very first time in the present reign that we face a very big politic crisis, the student and all Thai citizens were striking and marching face to face with the government at that time, some of them were shoot by the soldiers that work for government, the student started to set the fire over the public place, the event were getting really bad, Thais had killed Thais. And when the king announced his words Thais can not killed Thais… everything need to be tranquillized suddenly. Then everything stop and we live happily after that.

Is that possible for a person who has power over the nation? One thing I should say, it’s not just only the power, his majesty is the soul of the nation. So it’s time for us to do good things, not just to show the foreigners how much we appreciated him, but do good things to help our king. He’s old and needs to be taking care of , his happiness is when we have the unity, the temperance and a right mind. So I found the answer, if we love our king then we should love our country.

Wow I almost cry again when I translate this into English, I’m really bad at translating but still, I want everyone to know more about this even the person who is not Thai. I want them to know beyond any doubt why Thais appreciated in the King. Even though this is just a little part but I’m sure I already did some good thing!! =^^= Thank you for reading this it’s not really a journal but it’s a thing that I just want to tell everyone.

a rabbit,a cold and a good guy =^^=

I spent a lot of time do a lot of reading this week, at the beginning of the week my friends and I went to the meeting which is about Talking confidently and effectively. It was boring! We had to sit there and listened to what we had already learnt before such as how to prepare before talking with a lot of people, the room size and number of people function with the interest of people to what we try to tell them and the good to answer the question.

I think there’s nothing we want to learn more about this, at first I thought there will be something new but the expert seem to copy everything from the high school text book other than that he was talking about how he became a lawyer and how successful his life is. So in the afternoon meeting I just tell my friends that I refused to get back into the meeting room for the competition, I felt like it’s a waste of time!

On Tuesday I after the class I came back home and brought My rabbit, Cookie, to the fields close to my house, she was very happy and ran around the place after a while she walked toward me and sit near my feet then I realized that she wanted to get back into the basket so I picked her up and brought her back home. Then I gave her some water and food she sit quiet and ate very fast, I looked at her and laughed, she looked up at me a bit then got back to her food!

I was busy for the rest of the week, and yesterday on Saturday I had a very bad cold, I got some headache and couldn’t go or do anything ,I felt like my throat was just about to melt, it was very hot same as my head.

My mom called me in the morning and I told her I had a cold, that was a bad idea because my dad, my mom and my grandma kept calling me all day, so I didn’t get enough rest. I don’t understand why every one told me to get some sleep but then they kept calling me all the time so how could I get a good sleep! I know that they all worried about me but again I just shouted in my mind “leave me alone!” But of cause I can not really tell them straight.

My boy friend came to my house around nine at night an brought me to the hospital, he gave me some pills and told me to get some sleep, then I went home take the pills and went to sleep very fast, I ask my boyfriend to wake me up after two hours sleep because I have to do the journal but as you might know he did not! I was very mad at him but I can do nothing about it because he already left in the early morning before I woke up! But I thanks for him about took care off me pretty much the whole night!

Navy Day

I have just come back from Nakhonratchasima this evening; it was a very hard time sitting in the car with my dad in a bad mood. He was very worry about coming back to Bangkok so late because he had an appointment at two-thirty, so he was driving very fast and also seem to be very angry at almost everything. I felt so sorry for him that he was late for the meeting, but not much because he hadn’t told anyone that he would have a meeting at two-thirty in the evening, so my mom and I just waste the whole morning by watching T.V. and cooking some food then we went to the early-election, because I don’t want to go back home next weekend like other people when the bus station is going to be way too crowded. I think to spend three days holidays in Hua Hin beach is a smarter way.

My boyfriend and I had planed about this a couple weeks ago, because on Friday 21st is a Navy Day, so his school is going to have a Samsmorr night party just like a Home coming party where everyone has to dress up and go as a couple. I’m so excited because this is my first time ever to go to a party like this with my boyfriend, he doesn’t like party. That’s bad because I really like it, I think it is fun to dress up and go out to dance and talk with some people, and have some nice food and a good drink.

I bought a dress which is very pretty just a week ago. It’s a light-blue dress with pretty ribbons on both arms. I have tried them on Friday and Jelly said that I looked like a sweet lady ha-ha I was laughing at her words because actually I’m not really a sweet person!! Someone even told me that I walk like a man, I don’t like to wear skirt that much but sometime I think I can be a sweet lady …well just sometime..

I don’t care about being pretty so much if it’s just a normal time like going to the movie or shopping, wearing jeans and T-shirt will be the best way because we can walk faster and don’t feel hurt with high-heels. I think any woman that looks pretty for a guy it’s because the way she behaves, talk and will be very attractive if she’s smart but not too much and not trying to show off how smart she is!!
Right now,I’m listen to the song called “still there for me” while I'm writing a journal, it’s such a sweet song and I love it already so now I just have to go find out a better version of the Music Video which is posted on You Tube. So good bye for now have a nice dream!!

Dad and me!

Today is the first time that I hardly found something to do, I really had nothing in my mind except that I plan to go running at Huamak stadium then come back to the room to do some practice for the quiz which is coming up on this Tuesday.

It is a very hard one because it is about the Psychology subject, which I think it wastes of time to study, I mean I don’t think it’s necessary for me to know about it, there’s nothing to do with the lawyer. Anyway I just have to pay attention to it and stop complaining; otherwise I will not be able to do the quiz.

But actually ,pretty much all day I just waste the time by watching TV, eating some snacks and Reading the comic books. I think I will not get what I have to read if I really don’t feel like wanting to read it. And of cause I’ve always find something to do and keep my mind away from reminding me that I have to study about Psychology! Even now I still haven’t read it yet, so tomorrow will probably be a hard day for me because I have to push myself to study so hard and remember all the information and rules about the psychology. Well you might think I’m a bad student but really if I have the feeling that I want to read or time is running out then I will start reading it and I will definitely remember the whole thing for sure!

Last Wednesday was a very important day, it’s the King’s birthday and Thai people also take it as a Father Day, so I called my dad to wish him the happiness and a long life, actually every year I always gave him some flowers but this year, my first year in the university, I had to stay in Bangkok because there was not enough time to go back and have a class on the next morning. I was so sad that I couldn’t go back home to celebrate Father Day with my dad. But my dad told me that even though I couldn’t see him as a real person but I can call him and he would be happier if I behave good and doing well on studying.

I love my dad very much although when I was young, he was not really at home so often, but I felt like there’s no one that can love me as much as he loves me. I had questioned myself on the Father Day, how can I give my dad the best gift while I have to stay in Bangkok and I finally found the answer, I just have to do everything to make sure that he’s not worry anything about me. I just have to make him proud of me. And I can give him the best gift anytime because seeing my good future is the best gift for my dad, and I love to make my dad happy!