Navy Day

I have just come back from Nakhonratchasima this evening; it was a very hard time sitting in the car with my dad in a bad mood. He was very worry about coming back to Bangkok so late because he had an appointment at two-thirty, so he was driving very fast and also seem to be very angry at almost everything. I felt so sorry for him that he was late for the meeting, but not much because he hadn’t told anyone that he would have a meeting at two-thirty in the evening, so my mom and I just waste the whole morning by watching T.V. and cooking some food then we went to the early-election, because I don’t want to go back home next weekend like other people when the bus station is going to be way too crowded. I think to spend three days holidays in Hua Hin beach is a smarter way.

My boyfriend and I had planed about this a couple weeks ago, because on Friday 21st is a Navy Day, so his school is going to have a Samsmorr night party just like a Home coming party where everyone has to dress up and go as a couple. I’m so excited because this is my first time ever to go to a party like this with my boyfriend, he doesn’t like party. That’s bad because I really like it, I think it is fun to dress up and go out to dance and talk with some people, and have some nice food and a good drink.

I bought a dress which is very pretty just a week ago. It’s a light-blue dress with pretty ribbons on both arms. I have tried them on Friday and Jelly said that I looked like a sweet lady ha-ha I was laughing at her words because actually I’m not really a sweet person!! Someone even told me that I walk like a man, I don’t like to wear skirt that much but sometime I think I can be a sweet lady …well just sometime..

I don’t care about being pretty so much if it’s just a normal time like going to the movie or shopping, wearing jeans and T-shirt will be the best way because we can walk faster and don’t feel hurt with high-heels. I think any woman that looks pretty for a guy it’s because the way she behaves, talk and will be very attractive if she’s smart but not too much and not trying to show off how smart she is!!
Right now,I’m listen to the song called “still there for me” while I'm writing a journal, it’s such a sweet song and I love it already so now I just have to go find out a better version of the Music Video which is posted on You Tube. So good bye for now have a nice dream!!

Dad and me!

Today is the first time that I hardly found something to do, I really had nothing in my mind except that I plan to go running at Huamak stadium then come back to the room to do some practice for the quiz which is coming up on this Tuesday.

It is a very hard one because it is about the Psychology subject, which I think it wastes of time to study, I mean I don’t think it’s necessary for me to know about it, there’s nothing to do with the lawyer. Anyway I just have to pay attention to it and stop complaining; otherwise I will not be able to do the quiz.

But actually ,pretty much all day I just waste the time by watching TV, eating some snacks and Reading the comic books. I think I will not get what I have to read if I really don’t feel like wanting to read it. And of cause I’ve always find something to do and keep my mind away from reminding me that I have to study about Psychology! Even now I still haven’t read it yet, so tomorrow will probably be a hard day for me because I have to push myself to study so hard and remember all the information and rules about the psychology. Well you might think I’m a bad student but really if I have the feeling that I want to read or time is running out then I will start reading it and I will definitely remember the whole thing for sure!

Last Wednesday was a very important day, it’s the King’s birthday and Thai people also take it as a Father Day, so I called my dad to wish him the happiness and a long life, actually every year I always gave him some flowers but this year, my first year in the university, I had to stay in Bangkok because there was not enough time to go back and have a class on the next morning. I was so sad that I couldn’t go back home to celebrate Father Day with my dad. But my dad told me that even though I couldn’t see him as a real person but I can call him and he would be happier if I behave good and doing well on studying.

I love my dad very much although when I was young, he was not really at home so often, but I felt like there’s no one that can love me as much as he loves me. I had questioned myself on the Father Day, how can I give my dad the best gift while I have to stay in Bangkok and I finally found the answer, I just have to do everything to make sure that he’s not worry anything about me. I just have to make him proud of me. And I can give him the best gift anytime because seeing my good future is the best gift for my dad, and I love to make my dad happy!

Because of My Decision

Today I was being so stupid, and I felt like everything almost went wrong because of my decision. I went to the Naval School Academy to see my boyfriend for only two hours and when the time was running out, I started to cry. Then I told my boyfriend that I was bored to be like this. I cannot stand when we can only see each other on Saturday, we cannot hold hand in the public place when he dresses in a uniform and even when we walk in his school, and we can only stay in a limited area where the school provides us. Moreover, the real reason that I cried was that I did not want to leave him I wished the time when we stay together would somehow last longer. During the conversation, he interrupted me by telling me to stop because he feels guilty with what I have said; he thought he had not been a good boyfriend for me. I then added that what he had said was true but I prefer him than any better man. I just wish that someday when we get older these all stupid things would be changed. We stop talking right there cause he rushed out to prepare for the military parade which is coming up tomorrow. After spending two hours in a taxi, I finally got home safe. I was somewhat bored so I went to the comics shop to rent something to read for fun, I got two comic books and some interesting Chinese novels, which are good for me to gain some language skills. Actually, my Chinese does not that bad I just need to study some vocabulary to spell them right, it is necessary when I go to Taiwan to visit my grandmother and she asks me to help with the bills for her shop. My dad’s family is Chinese so my dad always expects me to speak very well Chinese. However, I feel like it waste of time Taiwan is not a good place to live, it is crowded and people are not kind. I have been to Taiwan almost every summer and this summer I feel very lucky that I have to take some classes during the summer break so I will not have time to go. Last week I just have a new rabbit and yesterday she was somewhat sick so I brought her to a pet hospital but the doctor cannot really help her much so he gave some vitamin and liquid food. My rabbit is not getting any better; I think I waste money for nothing. I hope that she will get better because she is my third rabbit, the other two died already so she really has to get well soon! So now I just act like a nurse for my rabbit. This afternoon Jelly asked me to go out for dinner and we ate a lot. I was surprised that we ordered many things even though we have always complained about the weight. I can’t confess that I feel happy every time I can eat what I want to eat !!

My Nothing-Saturday

Today like the other day I just spent time doing nothing, doing nothing in my meaning is that I didn’t go anywhere, I just cleaned up my room, made bed, washed some clothes and made some cookies for my friends.

My computer has just been fixed yesterday, so today I’m very happy that I would be able to use the internet again!! I could chat and listen to the latest music on the website anytime I want. Actually I would like to fix it because I want the computer to run faster, that’s all. It’s very annoying when I download any thing and it takes so long to finish and sometimes the internet just cut off before it finish downloading and I have to re download it over again! Something that is also really annoying on the internet are the cookies files and pop-up windows which will show up too many times, so I asked the people who fixed my computer to put a program that can gets rid of these annoying things and they wouldn’t bother me ever again.

Today I listen to the song called Gun lar Gun which is mean being together in English, it’s a very good song, the song writer tried to compare a relationship of the lovers as a song that he is just like a melody and the song wouldn’t sound beautiful if there is no lyric just like his lover. I heard that it’s going to be a soundtrack for a movie but I don’t know what is the name of that movies but I’m pretty sure that it’s going to be a love movie and it’s must be very romantic one, so right now I just feel like I can’t wait to see this movie any more!

In the afternoon today I just spent sometime checking the E-mail, my American friends have sent a lot of mails, and it took me almost two hours to read and reply all of their mails. I’ve sent some picture of me and my friends over here and also the picture from my birthday party at the Korean styles grilled meat restaurant which look very funny because every time that I’d put the shutter, my friends would make some crazy face, almost no one tried to look pretty, this is a weird thing but I felt like my friends look somehow pretty anyway, even though they don’t usually try to look good all the time!

I would really love to say that it’s very annoying me when I see any one who try so hard to look so good all the time such as someone who doesn’t want to eat noodles because it can make the mess for the make up, although that person really want to have some. That’s might be the reason why all my friends are not like that, may be I just choose to make friends with people who are not picky and very comfortable with doing things like normal people! And I think I’m lucky that I have found a lot of friends that I like over here in ABAC.

My Special Day

Today was a special day for my high school math teacher, she and her fiancé have just got married a week ago. So we brought them to celebrate at the famous Chinese restaurant in my hometown. This is really good. The food was very delicious; we’ve ordered many things that are really Chinese. Roasted duck is a very complicated food to eat; we have to take some flour roll together with some vegetable and some sauce. I had only two of this dish because it took too long to eat. Then we had Koy Ce Mee or noodle with mushroom soup, it’s really good and not that difficult to eat too! The next dish was Deep fried Shrimp cream Salad; this was my favorite one because it’s not very spicy and doesn’t have a lot of fat too. Then we had Pah guay with milk and some blueberry cheesecake for dessert. Now I feel like I can’t eat any other thing I think I ate too much and tomorrow I have to go running just to burn some calories. I gave my teacher a clock that made special for them, we put a pair of Teddy bears that look like they are kissing each other and has a letter says “kiss me” on the black ground. One of our relatives gave a very good advice for the couple, he said that a married couple’s just like Crystal glasses that are very beautiful and very precious but easy to break. So we have to be careful whenever we mad at each other, we should clam down and let things go easily, use reason and don’t ever repeat each other mistakes, we have to appreciate and give respect to each other that will make the relationship go on. I listened t him and totally agreed with him very much, he was a great adviser as always. I was so happy with the couple, they are being together for so long but they never did any thing against our culture. I was so proud to be at the party and watch them enjoy this beautiful moment. I also love to go to any party anyway because I love to dress beautiful and in the party I will have a chance to dress up with beautiful dress that I would never dress like this for going to the mall. I enjoyed choosing the dress, hair style, shoes and bag. I think woman was made to do this for sure! Dressing up is my job! After the party I suddenly realized that I forgot to write the journal so I was worried a bit but I then got a plan on my mind, I ask one of my friends, if I can use his lab top to write the journal because my computer at home can not get into internet. He said yes and added that he also want to show me his house too because he hadn’t shown me his brand-new decorated house to me yet. So now I’m at his house eating pop corn, watching movies and write journals at the same time, sound fun??

Saturday and birthday!

This week were pretty much the same as other week, I was trying my best to study on every subjects that I have to take for this semester even though the days seem so long and the subjects were too hard to understand.

My friends and I had a surprised birthday party on Wednesday, it was kind of fun Joy, the one who we’d prepared the party for, cried and laughed at the same time when she got a cake from us, actually it was not really a cake it was made from cream-crapes then we tried to put them into a round shape, well it was not my idea about the cake of cause, I would prefer to give a real cake to my friends because it wouldn’t be a birthday cake if it’s not really a cake.

It was such a hard week because we all had to pretend that we were mad at Joy which was so hard, we could hardly find the reason to mad at her. Then after the party was over, Joy made us eat some crape as a punishment. It was fun to surprise a friend and fooled her by pretending to be mad at her. I was amazed that Joy Jelly and I had been born in the same month and just about the same week. Because Jelly's birthday is November first, Joy’s birthday is the seventh and mine is the third. So our friends are now poor because they had spent too much money on birthday presents!

We all plan to have a party on someday next week to celebrate our birth day, it's a smart way to celebrate the birthday because we can share the cost and invite a lot of people as we want so we will get to see everyone we know.

We decide to go to a restaurant that sells Korean style Grilled meat which is very popular for teenager actually it’s not that expensive and plus it is very delicious!

Today there’s nothing much happened because I just spent time watching T.V. and went out for lunch in a restaurant closed to the University. It was kind of boring when I can’t really find something to do but when I am busy then I will think that I want these kind of days just want to be lazy on the bed, take a nap, eat some snacks and watch my favorite movies as many as I want and my time allows.

But then in the evening, I realized that I almost forget about the journal so I started to think what should I write in the journal for this week because normally I don’t like to write a diary so I can always find a hard way to think of something to write even in Thai language!!

My first week after the break

This week was the very first week of my second semester, it was quite boring for some people to come back for classes, but for me it was very exciting to see my friends again. I couldn’t wait to talk with them about the things I have been doing during the break.
Monday was a very good day for me because I had only one class in the morning then I had nothing for the rest of the day. My friends and I went to Siam and the shopping center around there for buying a pair of shoes and some bags, and then we went to Karaoke for three hours! We tried to sing some Japanese songs but it was too hard so we gave up Japanese songs and continue singing with English and Thai songs. We all had a very good time there. After that we got back to the university and had a dinner at the restaurant near our apartment which takes only five minutes to walk from the university.
Tuesday was a tough day, it’s seemed to be a very long day, and I had a class in the morning and another two in the evening which ends up around seven o’clock. I usually went to fitness every day but after I finished the class I decided not to go for some running on Tuesday.
Wednesday and Thursday were fine to me; I had two classes each day one in the morning and the other one in the evening. On Thursday night my friend and I went to the night market at Ramkhumhang Rd. we bought a lot of things like clothes and snacks. When we came back to our room, there almost no space to keep everything we bought but we were very happy to do the shopping anyway!
Friday was a good day because my birthday was only a day ahead; on this day my friends surprised me with a birthday cake and a big pink box which contains a lot of things inside such as a pink diary, pencils and a bottle of sweet pink nails color. I went out for a movie on Friday night. I was so happy that I got to hang out with my long time no see friends; they study in military schools, one of them will be a naval officer and another one will be an air force officer. I’m so proud of them because they try so hard to study and to be trained at the same time which I don’t think I can do both thing as good as they do at the same time. We had a lot of fun watching the movie called The Kingdom. They give me a bouquet of white roses and a very nice shirt ,It was a very wonderful time hanging out with both of them! I felt like I was the happiest girl in this whole world that I had some awesome friends around when I was just about to turn nineteenth in a couple of hours.
Today is my 19th birthday. I’m so excited about it very much. I wonder what presents my friends and my family will give to me, I wish they would give me some money rather than things because I don’t think I really want anything right now, so I want money to buy something I want later instead. Although I turned nineteenth already today ,I don’t feel like I’m older than yesterday, I still feel like a little kid for my mom and little Leela for my friends anyway!